Shenanigans

Of life’s many frustrations and struggles we need to keep a positive outlook no matter what.

Over the years of many failed here and there, let’s not elaborate the failure but look at the bright side. I have to learn to be more positive in many ways when things don’t happen, there is a purpose for it not to push through. I just look at it as a sign that something big will happen, a good one.

And over time my instinct didn’t fail me, not even once. Have you met someone but with no reason at all, you got so mad or pissed off of his/her presence? Well, I do. And that kind of instinct has saved me from so much trouble and misery. I guess first impression do really last and it has never doubted my judge.

I easily warm up with people but that doesn’t mean I am comfortable with you. I can be friendly like a kid who wants his candy and I can be your worst enemy if I have to be. You can call me whatever you like and point your fingers if you think I am the culprit but do not judge me until proven guilty for I will do my best to befriend you and know what’s the real reason behind all the shenanigans.

Sad to say but people had and have step on me like I am dirty rag and over and over it had happened but this time I fought back and stood up.

 

Balancing act

Just the rocks on the pictures struggle not to fall down and tumble to the ground that’s what I have been doing lately. I am struggling not to break and fumble to the ground but as I was holding it, my patience patiently flew out of the door.

Lately, I have been very impatient with a lot of things. I easily get irritated and I haven’t been functioning lately as a Mom in my own perception.

I have been so preoccupied with a lot of things. Work, making sure that the place is tidy enough according to me and cooking.

My balancing act between work and being a mom and wife seems like taking a toll on me. Not to mention the daily stress that life has and have to bring.

A much needed vacation is needed…..

Mr. Moon

As the moon shines on me, on one peaceful evening. I can’t help but notice that my life is changing rapidly and even if I want to stop it, it is still changing.

I sometimes want to stop it or slow it down. I want to enjoy each minute and be reminded of how precious life it.

Let’s not hoard ill feeling to one another and stop procasinating. Do what you can do for tomorrow is another day.

Thanks for my Mom who pushes us to do what we need to do today and tomorrow is another day that holds no boundaries.

I have learned to live life one day at a time. I used to plan my whole week and if something comes up or happened I would literally get upset for it ruined my plan and later I learned that is happens for a reason and from then on I started to live my life one day at a time, enjoying each moment as if it was my last.

Can you inspire me?

Monday is here and honestly, my mind is somewhere else while my body is stuck here at work. A lot of things are running through my head from the most positive to the most negative I could think of.

I am so tired and bored of how life is going. I need something new, something that will inspire and mold me to be a better me. Something that will make the other me pop out and make wonders.

Work has made it more interesting and I am thinking of grabbing the offer that was presented, still thinking about it.

The dilemma is will I or will I not? Let’s debate about this….

YOU

You can be bitter about life and all but do not include us in your bitterness. We are trying to survive and strive to make sure that we can make it.

Maybe you tried yours and look now everyone you loved (almost I guess) is running away from you. Ever wonder why you can’t find your mate? Why don’t you stop and think about it. You are shooing us with just how you are.

You act as if you are tough and knows all of what’s going on. I just hope that you can realized what’s going on before it’s too late.

Sad to say but we decided not  to see you for quite a long time. We did tried our best but look what happened. We rather be with positive and true people than be surrounded by negativity and plastic ones.

Enjoy your life and hope you will find the happiness you are looking for.