Time is as precious as anybody’s life.
It has been a habit of mine to make time for almost anything and anyone.
Even if some might find them unimportant.
For me, each individual is important.
Each time I spent in person, through email or chatting or even a call over the phone is all worth the extra time I spend.
Life has and have always been a battlefield. To me, I need to battle through whatever strength I can get to stay alive and be alive. There’s nothing new to what’s going on. Life has and have been a war zone to me. Fighting is a never an ending battle. What’s new? Nothing much cease fire comes and go and when the going gets tough the need to stay alive is a must.
But then again because you want to make things work you will try your best to reach to that finish line and hope that the war would end. Hoping against hope that when you reach that yellow line something good and a good one will emerge but then again it stays for a few days and then again back to the war zone. Sometimes I asked myself can’t we just move on and stay like what we used to be. In peace! I know it can happen and because of a whole lot of things going on and not to mention some stress of daily living. Life will become a battlefield. Well, it does end and in a few months, years who knows when it will spark again.
But that time we will all be in our combat attire to fight and win the war. I just hope that after a long battle of this war we will all emerge a winner and find something new to make it better.
Love is a battlefied and most definitely life is one too!
For some reasons I am feeling so blue and felt like the people whom I trust failed me big time. There are no words on how to describe and why point fingers right? But for some reasons or whatsoever I am feeling like this.
Feels like I am all alone in my battle and when finish line is a sight to see I can clearly see them with me. Funny? weird? crazy? Call it whatever you wanna call it but that is how I am feeling at this moment.
Feels like I am alone existing in a world but invisible…. 
Who would have thought that my limbs are sexy? Well, according to my hubby they are the most beautiful set of limbs he ever had laid his eyes on. Unlike, other men who love breast, my man love my sets of limbs and my lips.
Another hot day today and yesterday I got the chance to wear my shorts while brisk walking at a near park. With my kids and nephew who would have thought that a stranger would actually come up to you and tell you, “You got one set of sexy legs and goes on are these your brothers and sister?” my jaw drop and was speechless. Then quickly regain my consciousness and answered him, “No! they are my kids.” I felt ashamed and felt like I was being sexually harassed. I guess I am not just used to a stranger coming up to me and complimenting me. I guess I just panic and overreacted.
I told the whole incident to my hubby and my brother in law’s comment was, “ You got a nice pair of limbs.” and goes on and even compare my set of limbs to be like Tina Turner’s long legged and just right, not skinny and not too fat/big. I guess I got my answer and that is why I got so conscious wearing shorts or mini skirts back then. Which I shouldn’t have cause like they say “I got one sexy beautiful long sets of limbs.” I should learn to flaunt them and enjoy the spring and summer with shorts, skirts and minis too.
Thank God for my sets of limbs. 
Had a great night last night but had trouble sleeping. At around 2 am I had some discomfort around my left side of my chest. I just ignored it for I was so exhausted.
When I got up this morning the discomfort is still there and you can clearly tell that I had one rough night. Needless to say I had a sleepless in California syndrome. I was almost awake the whole 2 am to 5 am. I just fell asleep when my hubby kissed me goodbye and told me, “I Love You.” As if those were my melatonin and went into a deep sleep only to be awaken by the 6 am alarm to get ready and wake up the kids.
What’s the possibility of the discomfort I am having last night and right now? I am trying to make myself a little bit stronger and assuring my family that I will be fine. Hope I will be. I do not want any of them to panic to my situation. Doctor visit is up next of my agenda today.
My left side is feeling a little bit weird. I even had a hard time bathing myself which raise my red flag alert and that is why I am going to the ER later today instead of my doctor but will call her later today for her advise and if the funny sensation still exist.
Wish my luck, guys and enjoy your weekend,
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