I wish I can say to you that I am a okay but honestly this past few weeks has been a rollercoaster ride. I feel so distant and in pain. I know that what’s going on right now is just temporary and just a little bit more time you will be able to get back on your feet where you left them.
I am wishing for the nights to turn into day so that no argument will take place. That’s how bad I feel when night falls. I am trying my best here to be as patient and understanding as possible but please show that you are also trying your best to put things back like the way it used to be.
While walking last night this thoughts just hit me hard. Seems like you are losing hope and clinging to the past. That moving forward seems so hard and slow.
I know I need to stay strong and focus into something that is more positive. I am trying my best and hope you are too.
I just worry what’s going to happen tomorrow and the rest of the days after that. Can you blame me for feeling this way? Seems like a a lot of our friends and even families are keeping their distance and of course we already know why.
It’s okay I know all of this has a reason and a solution. I just we will be able to find the solution soon enough to save us.
“Past is past, what’s important is now and let the future be told.”