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Manoy

Manoy was my ex-fiance. We parted ways when we knew that we are falling apart from each other. Although he courted and dated many of what he calls “crazy ladies” he still thinks of me and wonder how life was here in California. I on the other hand work about 3 jobs including weekends except for Sundays for this is the only day I get to spend time with myself, friends, family and with GOD.

We parted way not because we do not love each other but because we loved each other so much and the distance and circumstances that surrounded our relationship. He was always there when I needed him. May it be rainy and stormy if you call him he will surely be there no matter what time. Crazy, huh!? We parted not because we fell out of love but because we loved each other so much that it became hazardous and toxic to the people that we loved.

As we celebrate independence day here in US, may we also find in our hearts to let go of each other. Hopefully, one day when we meet again I hope that your spouse will finally get to know me as one of your other trusted friends and not be jealous of me. (I am so crossing my fingers on this one.) I have been a big part of your family and so are you. I know it’s kind hard and awkward but we have to let go of what needs to be let go off. We need to be true to ourselves that once upon a time there was you and me but now has remained true friends. I have loved for quite a long time and still do in a different way, as a friend. A very very very dear friend.

I am so looking forward for our families to get together and just share our stories, our laughter’s, our joy and pride to be as one happy friends/family together.

I guess we had the right love at a wrong time. But I am forever grateful to have meet a beautiful soul like you. Thank you for all the wonderful things you have done and continue to do. Just like I promised to you that I will live life to it’s fullest.

Thank you for the wonderful friendship we have continue to share and those wonderful memories will forever be kept safe in my heart.

Truly forevermore….