Many times did it crossed my path that I wanna give up and just put everything in a bag and let it float on the open ocean waters. Many times and today is just one of them.
I have been brought up that once told actions will follow. Unfortunately, with all the halubaloo’s that has been going on it seems like it take forever for actions to follow. I person can’t stand lazy people or be wasting my day doing nothing at all. I feel so weak and helpless when I commit to such things.
So each day is scheduled for almost everything. I make it a point that before going to bed the kitchen and dining area’s are wipe clean and ready for tomorrow’s breakfast. Same thing goes when I get up in the morning. I fixed the side of my bed, say a prayer, hit the shower and while in the shower I also cleaned up and make sure the bathroom is cleaned for the next individual. Unfortunately, when I get back home from work the house is the opposite where I left it.
Anyways, I just wanna rant here than at them. I taught them that each things got a house and where the house is that’s where you should put it back. But that never happens.
If only I can decide for them of what to keep and toss then I have done it a millions times already but I don’t because it’s not my things and I do not want it to be done to be as well.
Each time I clean up, purge and toss something they need to be with me so make the decisions. But there are those times when laziness syndrome hits them big time.
It’s hard and when I get frustrated I simply blog about it or go to my closet and cry until my eyes hurts.
I really need a break big time!