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My field

As I am simply amazed of the sun setting right before my eyes, just can’t seem to shake things off my mind, that no matter what life is definitely a tug of war. A game where everybody wants to win and right is right.

Not in my ball field. I have learned a lot of things through the years and the one thing I have not mastered about is telling the truth straight at your face. I feel that it’s a disrespect to either party, even if it calls to make it happened.

I have been in the situation a hundred times and as much as I wanna blurt it out I still kept my composure for I know I will be hurt not just one but a lot more. So instead I slowly exited the field and just keep walking while saying a prayer or two and now I am in that situation again, as I am creating the worst scenario inside my head the power of respect to myself and prayer still wins over and I do not know how much longer can I keep this inside of me… hahahahahahaha!!!!

It’s just so disrespectful when we blame others inside of ourselves (which is a lot easier to do). Anyways, we keep blaming the other person inside of finding a solution to the problem and the hard part is that the other person doesn’t wanna say anything. As in will accept the stones cast at her/him. It’s like an OMG moment and where I am in the middle of them.

Anyway, hopefully things will get settled and let my field be filled with sweet roses and music again.


An ordinary citizen living, laughing, learning and loving life to it's fullest. A mother of two adorable kids. A woman understanding how the world can so nice and yet mean An adventurer of some sort of any sort.. Loves sunrise and sunsets, photography, the beach, being with family and friends, organizing a party, lending a hand, get to know me and you won't let me go or leave your side. Gotta be healthy, be happy and love endlessly. Ciao!

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