As I am simply amazed of the sun setting right before my eyes, just can’t seem to shake things off my mind, that no matter what life is definitely a tug of war. A game where everybody wants to win and right is right.
Not in my ball field. I have learned a lot of things through the years and the one thing I have not mastered about is telling the truth straight at your face. I feel that it’s a disrespect to either party, even if it calls to make it happened.
I have been in the situation a hundred times and as much as I wanna blurt it out I still kept my composure for I know I will be hurt not just one but a lot more. So instead I slowly exited the field and just keep walking while saying a prayer or two and now I am in that situation again, as I am creating the worst scenario inside my head the power of respect to myself and prayer still wins over and I do not know how much longer can I keep this inside of me… hahahahahahaha!!!!
It’s just so disrespectful when we blame others inside of ourselves (which is a lot easier to do). Anyways, we keep blaming the other person inside of finding a solution to the problem and the hard part is that the other person doesn’t wanna say anything. As in will accept the stones cast at her/him. It’s like an OMG moment and where I am in the middle of them.
Anyway, hopefully things will get settled and let my field be filled with sweet roses and music again.
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