It’s that kind of feeling where you tried so hard to shake it off and be where everybody’s at but doesn’t seem to work at all and you just fall to that stay away kind of a situation. Oh my goodness! I hate that feeling but lately that’s how I have been feeling. I am feeling awfully depressed and sad.
It feels like I am still grieving for the lost our my Dad. The first man whom I adored and loved so much. Its been 3 long years and i still missed him every single day. His laughter, his jokes, his cooking, him being there. Although I know that growing wasn’t that perfect or pretty. We also had our differences and rebel stuff I did to make him angry but won’t trade anyone for my dad. He will be the best Dad ever.
We are humans we make mistakes its just accepting and making the most of it. Make amends, prove it that you are and the rest will follow. I missed him dearly. I even caught myself crying to sleep one night and hoping for one day just day to spend with him. All I need is a day but things happened fast so sudden so surreal. My dad was robbed from me. Literally, and that is way I missed him this much or perhaps I need closure.
I know he is in a much better place and watching over me but I am just human missing my Daddy.
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