I distanced myself and masked that I am okay, when deep inside me I am drowning in loneliness. I want to do things and go somewhere but majority wins. Just sad to be living a life that is filled with sadness. I am happy that I got my family with me but sad that I can’t be with all of them. There had been celebrations that I didn’t and couldn’t attend I just closed my eyes and pretended to be with them in spirit. It breaks my heart and soul bu that’s a choice and decision that I have to lived with.
Not all batlles are worth winning and not all victory can be a battle. Sometimes we have to go with the flow to make things within harmony.
The things you don’t make life worth living. But sometimes you question, is it worth it?