I distanced myself and masked that I am okay, when deep inside me I am drowning in loneliness. I want to do things and go somewhere but majority wins. Just sad to be living a life that is filled with sadness. I am happy that I got my family with me but sad that I can’t be with all of them. There had been celebrations that I didn’t and couldn’t attend I just closed my eyes and pretended to be with them in spirit. It breaks my heart and soul bu that’s a choice and decision that I have to lived with.
Not all batlles are worth winning and not all victory can be a battle. Sometimes we have to go with the flow to make things within harmony.
The things you don’t make life worth living. But sometimes you question, is it worth it?
My Rants.My Mind.My World 