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Believing

We all make detours and wonder the road of what if’s and why not’s but never stop believing things happens for a reason. We meet people/person who comes and goes but leaves some important footprints and lessons in life. We wonder and still acknowledge the scenario of not believing of believing.

Life is about possibilities and it’s endless… So start believing things can and will happen.

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Doubt

Doubt was there and played a big part of it, but still went through… And yet still doubt how things went through and why allowing things to push through and still in doubt of how it went through..

Still in doubt and kinda confused of the whole situation thing. Could it be that judgement was clouded with doubt? and still pursue the whole thing.

Could I have stopped it without any doubt?

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Is it worth it?

Often times and not sometimes, I just want to ran somewhere where no one knows me and start fresh. As in change your identity. I know, we should learn to face our problem or anything head on but what if it’s a hopeless case and no end in sight, keep fight?

Sometimes, there are battles worth fighting and others just not worth fighting. I have come to that phase that I am choosing my battles and seems like this battle is not worth it anymore.

Option is giving up or retrieving to a peaceful area…. I would say to save my sanity. Not just for me but for the people around me as well.

Not a tear falls, my heàrt doesn’t skip a beat and we are definitely dancing to a different tunes, we are not in sync..  Did I missed anything?

Makes me wonder is it worth it?

 

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P.T.

As you might wonder with the title, what does PT stands for? Hhhhmmm Physical therapist/therapy? or could be parental teaching? or could be physical tandem? or point  of teaching… Nah, it stands for Public Transportation. 🙂

It’s been years and I have been loving and enjoying taking the public transportation we have here and it’s called the Metro Bus. I have met a lot of people from different walks of life and even shared their problem/solution with them. They have become my different distraction of my daily chaotic life.

Each day going to work I always look for the time and opportunity to get to know them more each day and afternoon commute is with different group of people, more matured and more closer to me. There are mornings that it won’t be complete without seeing them. We discussed things like doctor’s visit, weekend plans and some work stuff.

I used to be so scared and ignorant of how and where to take the bus and of course I gotta learned to take the risk and get the hang of it. Now, I can almost go anywhere I want to as long as the ride permits and the time of course. Taking the bus from where I am is time limited.